"Life doesn't wait for you in bus stops dear-it goes and leave you crying there-but we can control ourselves to make sure we're on time for the next bus to come along :)"
"Your fabulousness will translate-remember darling, we are couture-not some Mangga Dua knockoffs! Haute Couture!"
darling, those messages are SO you. gay and fabulous. i luv you very much! thank you for always being there for me. dan itu blog kamu coba di-update yahhh... ampe isinya udah spam semua gitu. surprise me when you've arrived here. :)
so yes, i haven't been around my blog for quite a while. life's been hectic like always, not much to tell. although lately i managed to have more meet-ups and contacts with my ol' besties. namely achiet, who has been with me in a string of coffee meet-ups (and ciggies, for me) lately to tell her story about this freak who drowned her into a lot of mess. keep me updated, girl. i wanna know what he says this time. if he's going to say "you took my signals wrong. i never 'like'' you in that way", i'll shoot him on the head myself. then lany, who's been pretty much in touch since she had some dilemmas with some job-offerings she got. anggiya, who never failed to kiss-and-tell about "everything" that have been going with her life (and yes, i mean "everything", hahahaha). and of course my twin, rully, who's about to be away for a while and yet managed to go shopping with me every so often *grin*
life's been good, i think. sure there are problems, but what's life without problems, i suppose.
i do get numerous sms-es from some bastard i don't know. giving me all these mushy poems and "i love you"s, and never his name. well FYI, i do NOT and i NEVER like mushy poems. i do know that some girls love it when their boyfriends write them a song, i'm not that type. i'm not even big on flowers and chocolates. i hate those "routine sms"-es saying "udah makan belum? udah mandi blum? udah minum obat belum? jangan nggak ya, nanti kamu sakiiitt.." HECK. if i'm hungry, i'll eat. if i feel sick, i'd get myself some aspirin and water. i take a shower twice a day, sometimes three times. i deal with my own schedule, and i don't need someone to tell me to do those routine. i even broke up with a guy within 4 days after he started to send me those kinds of messages (remember mr. narcistic?). so don't blame me if i don't get touchy feely reading your sms-es, SIR! >_< i do hope he reads this. *stares*
got a prospectus from Cornell University, but hate the environment. seen it from the pictures, full of trees and parks. whlist i'm looking for some buildings and traffic jams hahah
a certain friend's (*wink wink*) wedding plan is freaking me out. i enjoy helping that couple to plan things. but everytime i do that, i can't help but feeling "oh my God, is the clock also ticking for me?". i get freak out on marriage thoughts as i don't believe in the institution. i'm afraid of two things: a guy's tendency to cheat as if it's a built-in, and the possibility of getting bored after years of marriage. watching alot of Ally McBeal and Sex & The City contributed a lot in these thoughts as well. jadi inget:
Samantha: Most couples stop having sex after they're married. Miranda: But you have sex with a lot of married guys? Samantha: That's how I know.
work's been great. after the usual pattern of odd months with few projects, we're entering the even month, with a handful of projects. alhamdulillah. i love it when projects are coming. it means more money (and a little more shopping *grin*) and more hectic schedule. oh and speaking of which, this morning i woke up at 6, getting ready for a meeting at Kuningan at 8. all the way to Kuningan, I kept on fretting on the notion of waking early to work. the meeting was cancelled in the end to my own stupidity as I misread the email about the change of schedule. but however, that was when i realize that this kind of schedule is the kind i'd be facing if i had work in a "normal" office (not saying that we're abnormal, we're just into ROWE == Result Oriented Work Environment). i usually wake up 9 AM, have meetings till 5 PM, coffees/American Idol/sitcom until 10 PM, then paperworks until 2 or 3 AM. my biological clock is shifting. but yes, i love my life at the moment.
life's fabulous. or maybe i'm just trying to convince myself.